I don’t know if I should tell you this,
But I think about you a lot.
More then I probably should.
You as in everyone who I have loss.
I don’t know if I should tell you this,
But I think about you a lot.
More then I probably should.
You as in everyone who I have loss.
My eyes water at the idea,
That you’re lost forever.
Not in a way that I’ll never have you back,
But in a way that,
I was maybe your only hope,
For you to be on the right track.
Completly lost to the world,
To what you could or would have been,
Had you simply held on to me a little longer.
Constantly between,
Getting enough love,
Or not enough.
It’s scary how quickly it can change.
How you can go from feeling,
Loved by everyone,
And then minutes after,
They become distant with you.
I’m always scared of losing people,
I hate seeing them walk farther away from me,
Because some times,
They don’t come back from their walk.
And I’m still hunted,
By all those who left.
Do you see all the blood pouring out of my hands as I write to you? Blood stains everywhere I look, reminding me of all the memories of you and I.
I don’t have it in me,
To tell you to go,
So i’ll tell you to stay.
Please stay.
I’m so terrified of finding out,
What leaving would mean for us.
You don’t write anymore,
You keep it all in,
You pretend it doesn’t excist,
That your heart isnt actually breaking,
That you ain’t scared shitless,
Of losing him,
Sharp harsh face,
Thick long lines.
The face of a girl,
A woman with power within.
Big king heart,
Strong fragil thing.
The heart of a girl,
A woman with thousand of emotions.
Thin soft skin,
Long and elastic.
The skin of a girl,
A woman who lives in the shelter it provides for her.
Huge brown eyes,
Opened wide.
The eyes of a girl,
A woman that sees through everything.
Curvy ever changing mouth,
Lips to smile or to pout.
The mouth of a girl,
A woman who brighten the world as she shines her teeth to whoever’s watching.
Beautiful happy being,
Simple yet complex.
The soul of a girl,
A woman who is whole.
“I want to step towards different places.”